shitty

I feel like a piece of shit now. :(

After knowing that meisim got a job(after just a week!!!), I, the great jobless, hereby continues to rot at home.

:'(

Life is so unfair. *sour grapes*

Life is even more unfair when my bro is travelling to Sabah tomorrow for 13 days.

And guess what? I have to wake up 6 in the morning to send him there. *buries face into palms and sobs uncontrollably*

I dont know why, but how come no companies reply my mail?!?!
Did they receive my mail?
Is my resume that sucky?
Or am i simply not worth replying to?

Finela. I was not active at all in my high school years (but i was active in my primary school years ok!). I rarely participated in clubs/uniform clubs/sports. But but but, im a changed person now. I have been cycling in taman bukit cahaya at least once every month. And mind you, the slopes there are VERY challenging. I sweat until my whole short wet. cis.

And im not that choosy also. I just want a job which pays me a decent RM2k. Is that alot? Okla, i will settle for RM1900 since poor economy. My Singaporean friends are laughing at me cause my pay is so low.:( My friend even rejected a job which pays him Sing $2.2k Cis.

To help make things worse, my internet connection sucks. I was applying for Shell but couldnt enter the questionaire section thanks to my internet.

Applying for jobs is really demoralising.

I rather study. Or perhaps i should just strike lottery and shake leg for the rest of my life.